I'm A Winner!

I have always been a cynical man, I don't really believe in fairy tales, happy endings, fate, destiny, or any of that other crap!

I believe life is what you make of it all that ever counts is what we do, what we do is what makes us, and what makes us is what defines us. I have always tried to make my life better, to make choices that define me as a person. I have made mistakes in my life like everyone else but to error is human and to forgive divine right?
Sometimes in life you make choices that cause pain to others, you have to take because no one is just going to hand you things for free. Life is never fair and only the strong survive, if you want happiness you have to take it, if you want success you have to find it and take it, whatever you want in life you have to go out and take it even if this means you will hurt someone in the process. This life if made up of the haves and the have nots, winners and loosers.

Which one are you?

My Dream Job

I have truly been blessed when it comes to employment. Right after a graduated university I landed my dream job working for a large corporation. I was self employed and the large corporation bought my little company and I was kept as a high level company officer. This job would lead me to work for a foreign company, I got to travel, had my own expense account, and personal assistants. Life could not be better, the job afforded me many luxuries like the latest cell phones, best technological gadgets, name brand fashion, new cars sometimes 2 and 3 of them at one time, my own travel expense card, but the best thing of all was the "friends". I was making lots of contacts with in Canada and abroad, I meet some high ranking government officials, business leaders, and up-and-coming go getter's that now have dream jobs of their own.

Finally we come to now. My dream job took me away from home to a foreign country. A beautiful warm place with lots of beaches, amazing scenery, where the food is just exceptional! The people are so down to earth and as warm as the weather, there are brands of cars here I have never even heard of OMG! The car market alone was worth moving here. Now I know I am making this place sound like paradise it's just that I love it here. Come visit!

However, I have decided that I need a change so I am going back to my home town where it all started. I want to come home and work in my country(Canada) earn some money and may be pay some taxes. I hope this journey keeps going because I believe the best is yet to come.

New, New

Well it's been a long time since my last post I know. But I have taken a new life and a new job in the hopes that it helps me to forget my old life and where I used to live. I am still unsure how long I wish to stay here or if I am even staying here, I do miss my home.
If and when I do return to my hometown, Toronto, Canada I hope I can start fresh again.

Thinking....

For a little while how I have had writers block, I have not been able to think what to blog about.
I am not sure that it has gone away but I am definitely feeling like there are a million things going on in my mind all at once that I am not sure what do think any more. I am feeling a little melancholic about a new adventure I am on in my life both professionally and personal. There are so many possibilities that have not been explored yet, there are some already traveled roads so I find myself thinking...
What to do? What to do? What to do? That is the question!
Now what is the awnser that well only time will tell.

I hate "Love"!

For years I have fought with the idea of love and if it truly exists. I really don't believe in the that whole "love" thing, for me it's a mythical word that was made up, it is a business that sells its product "love" to the masses.
I chose not to believe because I really don't think it exists! I think it's a made up idea, a lie, a nice fairy tale story, a bubble of a world that does not exist or is real. I don't see my self feeling anything for anyone! On a good day most people bug me!
I guess the trouble is that I have yet to meet a woman that can change my view the "love", I have never felt this for any woman ever I am sure of it! I may be wrong but I have yet to find someone that can prove that, so for now I am right and everyone else is ignorantly wrong!

Car Shopping

I am in the process of buying a new car, again. God has truly bless me! In the last year I have bought 2 new cars.
It is so hard to decide what kind of car to get, there are so many choices and my options and means are limitless. I'm thinking a European car, a small sports car. I have wanted one for the longest time and it seems like this might be my opportunity to get one. But the luxury sedan also is a good choice but I would only be able to enjoy both cars during the summer because the Canadian winter is really harsh on high end expensive cars so they must be stored for about 7 month of the year. So may be a winter car like a high performance Japanese SUV or an All Wheel Drive German SUV.
Oh so many choices, so, so many this is turning into such a hard decision to make but I am having so much fun going around to to different dealers to see some great cars! Ottawa, Kingston, Toronto, Montreal all these cities have cars I want to get. So I'm going to get on the open road and let the car choose me.
Wish me luck.

What's up with Hair?

Over the last few year I have changed my hair style several times. I have yet to find one style that I like. I am the type of guy that makes my own style it is usually a little crazy but it's unique. Right now I am going through the process of coming up with a new style of hair for myself. I am not sure what I want, over the last few years I have had some winning styles so I just may bring one of them back or I just might go crazy and make up a totally new one.
There is no telling where a little imagination, some hair products, and a lot of patience can take you. I want to go crazy even if I don't keep the style for long, i want to make a new impression at work as I have just been promoted.
I hope to may be start a new trend, you never know where the new "it" thing may come from.