Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Thinking....


For a little while how I have had writers block, I have not been able to think what to blog about.
I am not sure that it has gone away but I am definitely feeling like there are a million things going on in my mind all at once that I am not sure what do think any more. I am feeling a little melancholic about a new adventure I am on in my life both professionally and personal. There are so many possibilities that have not been explored yet, there are some already traveled roads so I find myself thinking...
What to do? What to do? What to do? That is the question!
Now what is the awnser that well only time will tell.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I hate "Love"!




For years I have fought with the idea of love and if it truly exists. I really don't believe in the that whole "love" thing, for me it's a mythical word that was made up, it is a business that sells its product "love" to the masses.
I chose not to believe because I really don't think it exists! I think it's a made up idea, a lie, a nice fairy tale story, a bubble of a world that does not exist or is real. I don't see my self feeling anything for anyone! On a good day most people bug me!
I guess the trouble is that I have yet to meet a woman that can change my view the "love", I have never felt this for any woman ever I am sure of it! I may be wrong but I have yet to find someone that can prove that, so for now I am right and everyone else is ignorantly wrong!

Car Shopping


I am in the process of buying a new car, again. God has truly bless me! In the last year I have bought 2 new cars.
It is so hard to decide what kind of car to get, there are so many choices and my options and means are limitless. I'm thinking a European car, a small sports car. I have wanted one for the longest time and it seems like this might be my opportunity to get one. But the luxury sedan also is a good choice but I would only be able to enjoy both cars during the summer because the Canadian winter is really harsh on high end expensive cars so they must be stored for about 7 month of the year. So may be a winter car like a high performance Japanese SUV or an All Wheel Drive German SUV.
Oh so many choices, so, so many this is turning into such a hard decision to make but I am having so much fun going around to to different dealers to see some great cars! Ottawa, Kingston, Toronto, Montreal all these cities have cars I want to get. So I'm going to get on the open road and let the car choose me.
Wish me luck.

What's up with Hair?



Over the last few year I have changed my hair style several times. I have yet to find one style that I like. I am the type of guy that makes my own style it is usually a little crazy but it's unique. Right now I am going through the process of coming up with a new style of hair for myself. I am not sure what I want, over the last few years I have had some winning styles so I just may bring one of them back or I just might go crazy and make up a totally new one.
There is no telling where a little imagination, some hair products, and a lot of patience can take you. I want to go crazy even if I don't keep the style for long, i want to make a new impression at work as I have just been promoted.
I hope to may be start a new trend, you never know where the new "it" thing may come from.

Friday, November 13, 2009

It's All About Me


Now I don't want to come of as stuck up or self-absorbed, which I am not. I just happen to have a good self image, high self-esteem, and an over all great outlook about who I am!

I enjoy being me! That is something most people wont say about themselves, but I do. I have had every opportunity that I have ever needed, I have a great family that loves and supports me most of the time they are putting up with me! I have a bright future ahead of me and all the tools necessary to make that future come alive.

Even though it has not all been roses, I have had difficulties, struggles, problems, storm......and so on like everyone else. I can still look up with a smile on my face and a positive attitude. Out of every failure I have gotten wisdom, out of every problem I have found opportunity, and out of difficulty I have found strength.

So life is truly great!